I remember
Yesterday, i felt very down
Tired..very tired
I was on my motorcycle..going home. After extraclass. Grey yellowish sky..so cloudy, like my mind at thats time.
Then..the rain fell..as i was crying
“God..my Lord.. im very tired today. Ive tried to be strong girl..but eventually now im falling down”
Im used to cry when rain..when rain fall down from the heavens. Rain water can hide my tears.
“God..have u ever heard that Tears are sweat from heart? Umm..now i do understand those words. My heart is tired.. It has run already, tried to reach all of i wanted..all of my dreams. Today i realized..about my dreams..can i get all? God..i believe You know the answer of my question..no matter wheter the answer is good or not..i dont care and i dont want to know. Just let it be and i will know the answer someday. But please, now i just need the strength. Give me strength to run again through this long way.. Give me spirit to raise up my heart”
I cried..who cares with my tears. Im alone on my motocycle. And i didnt care with people who looking at me.
“God i believe..You know what my dreams are. You are the One..the right place where i can tell all about my dreams..and u will not laugh at my dreams. God, You are the One who knows the best for me..the right place where i can tell all about my sadness, happiness, all of things that make me upset. God..i believe You have grabbed my dreams and hear grievances of mine. Love You, my Lord.”
Well..i told to my brother about scholarship overseas. And.. u know? He laughed. Very big HAHAHAHAHAHA. Whatever..i will prove to him that i can!
Tired
As he said..im a strong girl.. as my friends said ‘Anne, u are really powerful’
People see me as strong girl. Am i really strong? Hahaha..
But who knows..i have limit of strength. Definitely.
Maybe i could make my classmates laugh and out from their damn sadness, but im not sure i can raise my heart and draw a smile on my face.
CHEERS UP ANNE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh gosh. I really need pleasuring time now!
Yesterday, i felt very down
Tired..very tired
I was on my motorcycle..going home. After extraclass. Grey yellowish sky..so cloudy, like my mind at thats time.
Then..the rain fell..as i was crying
“God..my Lord.. im very tired today. Ive tried to be strong girl..but eventually now im falling down”
Im used to cry when rain..when rain fall down from the heavens. Rain water can hide my tears.
“God..have u ever heard that Tears are sweat from heart? Umm..now i do understand those words. My heart is tired.. It has run already, tried to reach all of i wanted..all of my dreams. Today i realized..about my dreams..can i get all? God..i believe You know the answer of my question..no matter wheter the answer is good or not..i dont care and i dont want to know. Just let it be and i will know the answer someday. But please, now i just need the strength. Give me strength to run again through this long way.. Give me spirit to raise up my heart”
I cried..who cares with my tears. Im alone on my motocycle. And i didnt care with people who looking at me.
“God i believe..You know what my dreams are. You are the One..the right place where i can tell all about my dreams..and u will not laugh at my dreams. God, You are the One who knows the best for me..the right place where i can tell all about my sadness, happiness, all of things that make me upset. God..i believe You have grabbed my dreams and hear grievances of mine. Love You, my Lord.”
Well..i told to my brother about scholarship overseas. And.. u know? He laughed. Very big HAHAHAHAHAHA. Whatever..i will prove to him that i can!
Tired
As he said..im a strong girl.. as my friends said ‘Anne, u are really powerful’
People see me as strong girl. Am i really strong? Hahaha..
But who knows..i have limit of strength. Definitely.
Maybe i could make my classmates laugh and out from their damn sadness, but im not sure i can raise my heart and draw a smile on my face.
CHEERS UP ANNE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh gosh. I really need pleasuring time now!
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(My lovely room, February 21 2010. 19:33 à à 7 days left before university test and 29 days left before final exam)
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The beginning of a great future....
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